sugar-ated

2006-12-10T09:12:00.000+08:00

Click here!
Thanks Andria (:

2006-12-02T10:59:00.000+08:00

Damn pissed la ):< I'm sick and tired of all this bullshit. Thanks.

2006-11-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hello (: I've been enjoying my holidays. Yay :D Cool things have been hapening. But everything's going by too fast. Bye <3

2006-11-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

Started WEP on thursday. And so far, it has been uhmm okay I guess?
On the first day, we had an orientation of the hospital. Which was, basically, listening to the nurse talk for two hours? Worse than geog lectures..
The food at the cafeteria was really bad. But there was this cool vending machine thing that toasted sandwiches (:
Mhmm then we went to the day rehab centre to watch the therapists. I can't believe we get paid to do that! I felt really useless. But anyway, we were let off one hour early :D

Our second day was at the pharmacy. I was so fricking tired and was trying so very hard to stay awake while the pharmacist was talking to us about incredibly boring stuff.
Oh oh oh then we did stock taking, which was pretty fun! And we had to go back to replace the stocks and all. The store was like WOW. Hospitals store up so much medicine!
Haha and we finished early again! :D

Went down to town to meet mum and godpa and the rest. And we went to buy crab for daddy (: Haha and we planned a surprise for him. Celebrated godpa's and daddy's birthday!

Thennnnnn aunty Anna & family came at 9+. And the six of us (Ben, Christel, Denise, Jon, Rach and I), just sat on the terrace and talked. And got high and woke the neighbourhood up. <3
And they left at 1+

HELLO JAN! What happened to your blog!?
Hey Cheryl! :D
Hey Steph! Thanks haha yeah I guess you were right (:
Hiiiii Juliaaaaaaa!

2006-11-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

Something stirred in the spirit

2006-11-12T22:47:00.000+08:00

I was thinking, and I realized that I've done things I never imagined myself doing this year. (That includes really stupid & humiliating stuff which I have regretted doing)
And yeah, but I guess it's been a cool year. (: And I thank God for all the people he has sent into my life.

My work attachment's starting soon. And encounter's coming! Yay (: And T R A I N I N G. We may be having it at SRC cos of the rain. Indoor pool!

2006-11-06T13:25:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking about it, and I think I'm gonna start trying to give my best for every swimming training from now on. :D

2006-11-06T10:59:00.001+08:00

Everyone's having extended studies while I'm wasting my life away. ):

On saturday, I sneaked up to Rachel's room and joined her and Jia Hui while they were "studying". Haha and I managed to finish one of the emath revision papers! Then we went down to serangoon gardens country club to eat. (Rach's friends, Jiahui & Mark & his car)

Yesterday, church! (: Then we fetched godpa from the airport. Went down to ntuc to look for ice cream. And can you believe it there wasn't a single decent brand of vanilla ice cream! So we ended up buying from haato. Then we came home for dinner with the gang. :D (Debbie Kathy Jessica Laura Lisa Kevin the three of us & the adults) We miss you Andria! ):

It's been a long time since we've met haha it was cool. Except for the walking up and down just to bring all the stuff to the roof terrace. We should have just used disposables.

Training later. I haven't swam in four months.

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TRAINING'S CANCELLED!

2006-11-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

I haven't blogged in a long long time.
Monday was our o'level chinese. Somehow, I managed to pull through that.
Then we had to go for peer leading training to help Miss Wee. Just sat around and slacked and wasted our time.

Tuesday: Peer support AGAIN. In the morning, everyone was so stone. We sat around talking about how sad our lives were. Then Lor introduced us to this game and we started being really noisy. It was fun la. But still, really pointless for us to be there.
Haha I'm so glad Audrey, Jia, Denise, Julie, Sarah, Tiff, Emelyn, Loretta and Mel were there or I would have just DIED of boredom.

Wednesday was the last day of the training. Finally (!) Yeap, and it was so much better than the past two days. And at least I had something fun to help out with.
After the whole thing, Julie Tiff and I went to taka to eat xiao long bao :DD

Yesterday, met Melissa, Kathleen and Shiuan in school. Got our books, met Charissa, then we went to watch death note! :D It was NICEE (: I don't understand why so many people say that it sucked. Haha and we saw Marissa! She was sitting behind us (:
And I felt really bad missing training cos of my _____. :/ Sorry!

Went ice skating today. Haha it was quite fun I guess (:

I'm loving the house (: Despite not having a stove and proper furniture yet, I'm really glad we're back! :D

Oh yes, and thanks for tagging! :D

2006-10-20T19:35:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiiiii :D
We've FINALLY moved back (:
And I'm feeling damn shit ass tired.
Okay, byeee.

2006-10-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hello (:
Today, besides lessons, we had some body talk by some really funny person from dove. And recycling thing at bishan which was like a WORKOUT. Seriously. Grace and I were dying.
Anyway, I've got to go pack. We're moving back this friday!!! (FINALLY) Yay (:

Sarah; HUH?

Melissa are you okay? <3

Cheryl; HEY!

Kayi; But I can see!!! Haha it's your computer la! :D

Audrey! Hahahaha GOONG GOONG GOONG!!!!! :DD

Smartest on earth? Haha who are you!

Jacq; HAHA THAT REALLY SOUNDS LIKE SOMETHING KAYI WILL DO!!!!!

Julia; What training thing?

2006-10-10T19:05:00.000+08:00

Okay, today wasn't any better. I think I'm going crazy.

Checked amath paper. I barely met the passing mark. Then went to the com lab to do some stupid survey which won't really be accurate cos there were 100+ questions and noone really bothered to read them properly.
Recess, then we checked higher chinese. I failed.

Came home and slept. Woke up with a splitting headache, and I wanted to cry so bad. Haha don't ask me, I don't know why I'm taking all this so hard too. Well, I guess the disappointment kinda overwhelms.
The 'holiday' mood has been somewhat mellowed. And I'm suddenly really scared for chinese o's.

Haha I think Jazreen is right. If we don't care so much about how others do, I don't think we'll feel so bad. Just as long as we have done our best it's okay. Haha I'm still working on that. I'd rather not ask about anyone's marks anymore. It'll just make me feel worse. Like I'm not up to standard or something.

I don't wanna go to school tmr. But that's not the way to deal with my results right?
I'm gonna be strong (:

Haha Kayi speak ENGLISH. I have no idea what you're talking about!

Ann; Hahaha yeah my arteries are blocked! -GASPS.

Haha not funny Jacq. :D

Hello Bev! Haha k we'll go eat soon (: SOON!

Thanks Jan! :D <3

Hey Cheryl!!! YEAP I DID!! Come back and join us soon k!

Julia! Hahaha yeah Khongb made me not like math! :/

2006-10-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

I finished princess hours today! Damn nice :DDD
Haha it's really soooo good (: And for a minute, I almost forgot all about all those stuff
But even after finishing the whole thing, I turn off the tv, and hey look nothing has changed! ):

Got back chem, bio and emath. Chem and emath was so screwed up ):

I'm so sorry for being such an idiot today. I guess being in a bad mood is not good enough an excuse. I know it's over and I shouldn't be brooding over it.

But you don't understand. What I've been standing for and believing in suddenly seems so uncertain. And I'm not so sure about anything right now. Haha you probably won't understand what I'm talking about, but nvm :D
K, I take that back. Maybe it's MY fault in the first place.

The past few days have been great. But suddenly everything seems to have taken a sudden downward turn. And they're having those really bad fights again. Yeah, well I guess we all have our ups and downs.

Hey Cheryl (: How're you!
Hi Jocelyn :D Haha I was tired! Sorry!
Hello Per! Haha miss you! <3
BYE SARAH! Hahah :D

2006-10-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

Photos from Steph's blogggggggg :)

At kbox! Fush Linyu Lala Tiff Steph Kelly Claire me

Kelly & I (:

Tiff Steph Linyu Emelyn me Drusilla

2006-10-06T19:06:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Woke up at 7.30 (!!) cos we were supposed to go running. Reached school at 8+ and waited for Linyu. Called her a million times and when I finally reached her she told me that she had to go meet Mrs Chan! So I thought it won't take long or anything and I waited and waited and waited at malcolm park cos I didn't know how to get to botanic gardens anyway.

When she finally came (AND I SWEAR I COULD HAVE KILLED HER. But I'm too nice!) we took a bus down. And guess what! We missed a stop. Haha so we had to walk back. And then we had a tour of THE WHOLE OF BOTANIC GARDENS (well, almost), just looking for the rest. And Linyu with her long legs walked so fast I was dying. So anyway, we had fun la :D And I think botanic gardens is really pretty now. We sat there and ate and talked and laughed (a lot)

And uhmm, laser quest was called off cos it was fully booked or something. So I stayed on longer. And when Linyu and Emelyn left, Steph, Lala, Tiff and I went to watch John Tucker Must Die. I thought it was quite funny (: Uhmm, not GREAT. But it's the kind of movie I won't mind watching again.

Okayyyy I'm so happy cos Audrey lent me My Lovely Sam Soon, Linyu lent me Goong and Shiu an lent me Marrying a Millionaire. So I have lots to watch now yay thanks guys :D

For some reason, I'm really scared. I don't think I wanna know my eoys results ):

2006-10-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

Today was fun! :D
After the paper, Steph Fush Tiff Linyu Kelly Claire Lala and I went to kbox (Cheryl left even before we did anything!!)
So anyway, I haven't laughed so much and so hard in weeks!
Then Steph left and we went to Toa Payoh to rent dvds and went to Linyu's house to watch them. And eat. And eat and eat and eat. Haha omg we all ate damn a lot. :/ Linyu's house is like some food haven or something!
On the way back, Fush Lala and I had an adventure! Hahaha it was the stupidest thing ever. And it made me laugh till my stomach hurt so bad.

When I came home. I packed away ALL my texts in boxes! Haha it felt so gooooooood!

KKKKKKKK. Botanic gardens tmr, then laser quest! :D

Goodnight!

2006-10-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

Haha Ian and Deon are in the finals of some band thing. Cool!

Todayyyyy. went to suntec after chinese. Ate at Bakerzin. Then went to look at lights and furniture with mummy. And I fell asleep on their sofa cos my mum was taking the longest time and I was damn tired.

Haha we (Linyu Tiff Steph Kelly Lala Cheryl) started our discussion on where to go tmr at 8.30, (well, I kinda came in late) talked till 9.30, and came to the conclusion that we'll decide tmr! Hahaha! :D

Yay :D Tmr's officially the last day of exams!

CHEERS :D

HIIIIIII KELLY HIII MEL HIIII CORNYAUDREYYYY HIIII JAN (haha no prob! :D )HIII SARAH (Uh, you're COOL?! HAHAHA poor sarah!)
<3

2006-09-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

I SURVIVED!!!!!!!!! :O

K, it's been weeks of seemingly endless nights of studying, freaking out and stuffing myself with all those stupid facts in textbooks. I TELL YOU!! They were almost oozing out of my ears!

And now it's almost all over (: Even though I know I've screwed up some of the papers. But whatever la huh!

I thank God for all the people who've kept my spirits up these past few weeks <3>

Today was our last 'need-to-study-for' paper. And I was so tired I just HAD to come home to sleep. So anyway, woke up, got dressed and left the house feeling super high! Had lunch at TCC. Thenn hung around for a while and I had to rush back for tuition. Haha left the house again after tuition, went to J8 with mum. AND I SAW JILL! :D

OMG. I just remembered something. We were having dinner the other time at this chinese restaurant, and there was this strange weird looking rice. And Ian went: "OMG SMELLS LIKE MY DOG!" And NONE of us dared to touch it. AT ALL. HAHA

K, sorry, fine. My life has been pretty dull and monotonous (how can it be fun when you're studying!) So yeah, don't blame me.

Oh ya! A few days ago, mediacorp sent us this letter asking for permission to film some show in our house. Haha how fun! But it's not firm yet.

Okay, this is a pretty long post.

We're moving back on the 21st next month! :DDDDDDD

HEY COR! :D HAHA OMG WHO SAYS I WASN'T GOING MAD. ASK MY SIS. You press on too :D
Uh, hi Justin. (:
HELLO JULIA! Thanks :D
HAHA JANOOI HELLO HELLO HELLOOOOO!

Just got off the phone with Dan.

Yay, I'm so happy :)

2006-09-13T19:37:00.000+08:00

oh yes, happy birthday joanne! happy birthday mel cher! :D

2006-09-13T19:02:00.000+08:00

hellohellohello! :D haha k fine i know exams aren't over. :/
i'm so stressed i just need a break.
today there was a mass murder of fishes. twelve of the koi in the school pond died. not that i'm sad or anything cos i never liked koi. but c'mon admit it you've never seen so many fishes die before have you!

i don't know what happened, and how we suddenly lost you. but i hope you're happy with how everything's going on for you right now.
it hurt to realize that we had lost you.
i think back of the times we used to share; i cry.

if i could only go back in time, i'll try to change what happened. but that's impossible.
i'm sorry i couldn't do anything more to save this. but you know i'd always be there. if you change your mind.
i miss you, cheryl tan hui ting. <3

a sad affair

2006-09-12T15:21:00.000+08:00

hello! thanks for the tags! and thanks for the smses (:
kkkk i'm not gonna blog till after exams.

is that cool or what!

cool of course (:

bye i'm going running!

2006-09-10T10:48:00.000+08:00

i've been studying. a lot. (WOW) somehow it numbs me and helps me to forget.

you know what it's like. we've talked about it more than a thousand times.
stop making empty promises.

enough crying raina, it's time to let go.

2006-09-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

random pictures :D thanks audrey!

grace me & tiff :D

grace bev me jacq at cathay (:

HMMM

:D

sports day!

dinner yesterday; lala linyu steph tiff me!

2006-09-07T17:42:00.000+08:00

I PASSED MY PIANO EXAM!:DD
thank you thank you thank you God!!!! i couldn't have done it if not for you!

i seriously thought i'd played worse the second time. & i was really distracted and all.. but WOAH :D

cabbed to orchard plaza just now, ate at marmalade pastry. haha and this guy sitting behind me told his friend that he wanted to marry her and all. and the girl was damn put off. they started arguing. damn hilarious. (i didn't eavesdrop on purpose k. he was talking really loudly)
shopped, collected my specs, came home. (:

2006-09-07T10:06:00.000+08:00

this old man was so hard to take he kept running away from us!

haha doesn't it look like the ship is sinking!

haha i'll upload more pictures when i get them from whoever else brought their cams.

i realized that me bringing my camera is really useless cos i always end up with very little photos.

picking up my glasses! then eating at some marmalade something something place.

2006-09-07T09:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday; emath. i was late. saw danny loke on the bus! haha he was going to tct. haha jacq said that everyone was there by 8.30, bev said that it started at 9, audrey said that it was supposed to start at 8. haha so anyway, i reached at 9.15. which would have earned me a really big scolding from miss ng except for the fact the SHE was late too.
AND I TELL YOU SHE'S SUCH A B*TCH K. when she dismissed we were like; THANK YOU MISS NG, ALL THE BEST!
AND SHE WENT: OH! YOU ALL ARE FINALLY SAYING SOMETHING NICE TO ME! (in that sacarstic voice)
WTH. somebody tell me why we even bothered!

after emath, grace audrey and i RAN. (seriously) to caltex to eat instant noodles. haha how sad.
pulau semakau was fun. :D well, funner than i expected. i liked the boat part (:

went down to forum, had dinner. TWICE. first at california pizza kitchen, then at crystal jade. haha we are fat people!

2006-09-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiii
today's lecture was the funniest! mr johari's damn good i don't understand WHYWHYWHY our class is so sad to have have teh.

after lecture i had a craving for rojak haha so i called mummy and she came to fetch me from the bus stop. but we didn't have rojak in the end. :/
went to ikea. saw jas loo (:

emath tmr. then pulau semakau. then dinner with the rest!
i'm so dead for the bio test k ): haha but i'm really proud of my notes! :D

i just thought of the jia rach bev and tiff eating prata this morning. stupid lazy me didn't go. and now i'm craving for it. haha omg i'm always craving for food!

bye hypothalamus folks!

tag replies;
CHERYL!!!! :DD
HELLOHELLO ANDRIA! MISS YOU TOO! ):
HAHA HI JULIA!

2006-09-04T18:41:00.000+08:00

holidays don't work for me :/
OKAY I'M GONNA FOCUS ON REVISION.

NOW.

2006-09-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

SOCCER PLAYERS AND REFEREES :D

hihiiiii! i woke up at the ungodly hour of six today. just to go cycling. i have no idea what wind blew me to do such a silly thing. but anyway, i felt good after that :D cycled 30km. thennnn went to town with mummy and jon. ate at crystal jade, then went for my eye check.
ANDDDDDDD. -drumroll

NOW I HAVE TO WEAR SPECS! ):< href="http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/happenings/story/0,4136,112709,00.html">http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/happenings/story/0,4136,112709,00.html
julie and kristyn! and yingmin and audrey lee and jane and zelei! and tiff looking GAY and yokemun looking very focused on what she's doing! and uh, a whole class.

KAYI IS G-A-Y
i was complaining about wearing specs and all...
and our retarded friend goes;
DUDE QUIT BLUSHING THATS LAME says:
THEN DONT
DUDE QUIT BLUSHING THATS LAME says:
BE BLIND
DUDE QUIT BLUSHING THATS LAME says:
BE A STAR
DUDE QUIT BLUSHING THATS LAME says:
STARS ARE BLIND
DUDE QUIT BLUSHING THATS LAME says:
HAHAHAHAH

stupid idiotttt. she makes me laugh to the computer.

tag replies;
HEY MEL! :D
HAHA OMG KAYI YOU'RE QUITE UH, NOT VERY CLEVER HUH. WE'RE SUDOKU-ERS :D HAHA HOW COOL IS THAT!
sarah; my hair SO doesn't look like yours! laoshi must have thought you were REALLY cool. which is quite wrong too.

2006-09-01T12:00:00.000+08:00

omg eoys. ):
haha 3gr is cool! haha we're the FITTEST sec three class (HAHA OMG SURPRISE SURPRISE!)
and we won the aces day thing with our HIGH SOCKS and COOL STRIPED TEES and WHISTLES. (go figure what we were)
oh, kingkong just told me that there's an article about it in the newpaper haha. i want yesterday's photossssssss!

after school, went for lunch with ann cos fush had duty and could only come after she finished. saw chermaine and toufu! ann left, i walked around. called fush 100000 times but she didn't answer. dan called and started entertaining me. HAHAHA SHIT. i swear i didn't realize how loud i was laughing until this cj girl turned around and stared.
then i came home cos i had to go to tct, and i realized that fush was gonna take very long.

went for dinner with rach, met gina at kfc. went for practice.

HI JAN!! :D
HI AUDREY! HAHA IT'S FUN RIGHT! SO COOL! OMG I DIDN'T KNOW YOU COULD DO IT ONLINE!
SARAH SHUT UPPPPP I DIDN'T! DON'T ASSOCIATE ME WITH EEKY BEINGS. ):

2006-08-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

hellohellohello. today was a very pissy day for me. sorry jacq. double chem passed damn slowly. english, mhmm. OMG YES. kayi tried crossing her eyes. HAHAHA. failed. geog; we were supposed to get into groups of three to teach each other stuff.
recess; haha omgsssssss i got pissed off again. with mrs_______.
emath; test. sucked. ): rap; kungfu fighting again. lit. last lesson with ms lee ): i think she's a good teacher. after you get used to her weirdness and strange sense of humour, she can be nice. haha and funny too (in a... different way)

honours day was fast. after that we stole good food which was meant for the teachers and parents and whatever.

tmr's BE YOURSELF DAY. (hurr)
oh yes yes be yourself. dress up as a class, sports themed. haha be yourself. rightttt.
going out with fush after that. then have to go down for choir duty at tct.

2006-08-28T18:24:00.000+08:00

hiii. we spent most of the day choreographing the aces day thing. now the song's stuck in my head. and we're barely halfway through.
hunky chinamen, in funky chinatown!
during english, we watched mona lisa smile. it was.. uh, okay. better than sitting through double period listening to her teach.

my hair's gone. it's shorttttt
everybody loves kungfu fighting!!

EMATH. ): who's the nut who invented it huh!

2006-08-25T17:35:00.000+08:00

HI NUTS! :D
omggggg i feel so so so relieved. you don't understand. my brain has been so... used up. seriously.
chem was okay. geog was okay too. but i speculated (hurr) some of the answers cos the map made me dizzy and my eyes hurt.
oh, and julie was damn funny she kept making weird noises and talking to herself during the test!

oh ya jacq's ahemnot veryclever. she tried doing sudoku (the VERYEASY one) and she gave up halfway haha.
thennnnnnn. after school, went to bukit timah plaza with bev to get her fbts.
came back to school for oral. which was quite screwed up. but whatever. reading was okay. but the picture and conversation part was. uh, impaired.

I'M IN THE HOLIDAY MOOD ALREADY!!!

JAN: HAHA WONDERFUL?! :O
KAREN: OOPS! SORRY! LINKED (:
PER: PER LOVES RAINA? OH I KNOW THAT! HAHA:D
CHERYL: THANKS! YOU TOO!

2006-08-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

i'm tired ):

today

pe: we tried choreographing the kickboxing (not so) kungfu song for aces day. haha and it turned out really gayzzzzzzzzzz.

chinese test: i was really pissed off cos stupid laoshi suddenly started shouting in the middle of the test. wthhh. and she went on and on. like hi, we're trying to do our test!
we started late. and we ended on time. we were short of 10mins?! didn't finish it.

and there are two tests tmr. AND oral. wth is wrong with the school.

today, i had a really cool adventure. i had to take the bus ): so anyway, there was this funny group of indian women and they were talking really excitedly. then the bus stopped. everyone was getting off. then after five minutes, they realized that it was their stop. and they started screaming into my ear and stumbled (literally) off the bus.

AND there was this ah pek who was digging his nose. and after he did that he rubbed his eyes with the same hand. ewwwwww.
how utterly disgusting.

k, i'm going to study! :D

i've always been there. no matter how tired i was, i'd talk to you when you were feeling down, try so hard to make you laugh. when you called in the middle of the night, i listened. listened to you cry into the phone and rant on and on, when i had a bad day and wanted to cry too. but i had to put on that smile, and tell you that everything was going to be alright. just for you.

you asked for advice, i gave it. but it didn't even get in. you still fooled around. and now it has come to this. i can't believe you lied just to get out of coming. and the string of lies that followed. have you forgotten how it used to be?

do friends lie?

2006-08-22T19:44:00.000+08:00

haha i couldn't resist blogging. i need a break k!

i've been walking around the house, trying so hard to squeeze every single detail into my (i admit) tiny brain. and everytime i move on, i forget what i was memorizing before ):<

today when we were running, bev and i thought we saw a ghost. i swear! i was so freaked k!
but it turned out to be this crazy girl. (but seriously, who sits in a secluded area of the track in the early morning huh!)

then yvonne came, and i ran 3.4km! :D haha omg i was actually inspired by her to finish running!

linyu's vice head prefect! haha :D

oh yes, that reminds me. everyone should go watch her on the chinese show at 8 tmr! haha last week was a false alarm -YES STEPH? HAHA

during recess everyone was being crazy. as in. REALLY. haha and steph helped me buy mee pok! and linyu bought drinks! so i just came down and everything was there! hahah:D

lao shi was so pissed with us today she walked out of the class. HAHAHA OMG IT WAS DAMN FUNNY!

after school, yvonne told me about _______ wanting to _______ _______ with _______ or _______
haha i'm talking in code.
BUT ANYWAY.
we were really pissed. LIKE HELLO PLEASE OPEN YOUR EYES!
it's wrong. SO WRONG!
k, i'm not really any much better, esp in terms of *, but like, there's still a whole lot more of people you can choose from right!

i don't feel like studying anymore

thanks for tagging everyone! :D

2006-08-19T09:05:00.000+08:00

haha if you were wondering where i got the time to change my blogskin when there are 101 tests next week, i didn't. someone else helped me! (:
and anyway, i'm really computer un-savvy

i've finished chapter 1, 3/4 of chapter 2, and 1/4 of chapter 4 for geog!
= TWO chapters!

HOHOHO :D

chem and chinese; i'm so screwed. ):<

K, FINE. i promise i won't blog until after all the tests. after friday. ):

2006-08-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

STRESSED ):
been studying since i got back from school. now my head is all messed up and i can't remember anything!

bev audrey and i tied up and brought down the newpapers after school. haha we thought we were so cool cos our pile was so high up and heavy. but when we saw the other classes'.. -GASPS

i laughed a lot in class today! the people sitting around me are g-a-y and funny :D
LAOSHI CANNOT CHANGE KAYI AND AILEEN'S PLACES!

hui xian; HELLO! :D tagged!
per; hahaha yeah! swirling chairs and lollipops!
kayi; :O oh no kayi's gonna kickbox me! HUH?!
kesh; haha replied you! hello!

2006-08-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

i typed this very long post, and then it just vanished ):

gerard sucks. lying is his second nature.
k, i just needed to get that off my chest. i don't know why i'm still thinking about it, but i suddenly got reminded of it just now. so, yeah.

go watch linyu!!! :DD

cheryl tan hui ting; thank you! <3

this week hasn't been good.
#1 piano results
#2 chinese :/
#3 sickkk
#4 stupid blogger made my post disappear
#5 got angry with the two people i'm trying so hard to love
#6 F-I-V-E TESTS NEXT WEEK! ):

2006-08-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

today sucked

2006-08-12T10:30:00.000+08:00

ULTRAVIOLET WAS REALLY GOOD :D
PLANETSHAKERS IS ROCKING!

k, i shall go study now.
YAY! ANOTHER ROUND OF HIGH TONIGHT! (:

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2006-08-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

cor came over just now. and we studied. k, kind of.
haha she cut her hair and it looks kinda cool now(:

last night we had seafood :D i like having dinner with my mum's side of the family (: i was lauging like crazy at my auntys and uncles. i never knew old people could be so funny. :/

TMR'S PLANETSHAKERS CONCERT! :DD

people have been asking for planetshakers tickets the past two days. like, SUDDNELY.

managed to get for most of them (: well, at least the tickets are being used
sorry if i couldn't get them for you!

2006-08-09T13:59:00.000+08:00

amath sucks ):

the national celebration thing was okay. i think we all got kinda high during the singing part :D the whole thing passed quite fast la

went out with shiu, audrey, tiff, grace, rachel, jacq, bev & jia. ate at subway, then went to watch lakehouse at the new cathay place. haha it was cool! (: k, i seriously didn't know it existed until yesterday

the movie was nice. it was slow at times, but i can't believe some of them fell asleep!!!! :/ saw francessca! :D

K, NEXT MOVIE TO WATCH: CLICK :D

walked around, though most of the shops there were not even open. went to ben and jerry's. haha saw CHOI LING! but i could barely recognize her at first.

oh yes, grace and i have decided that we will set up a theme park in orchard road. and everyone would go there cos it's gonna be COOL. and it was set up by COOL people!

went to ps. haha we were being gay while walking there and started singing really old stupid songs.

walked around ps. then it got really boring.

the rest left. grace rachel jia and i went to esplanade. SAW DERNIESE!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD

thennnnnnn i can't remember what happened cos i was really tired. MHMM then we went to eat at the new york place which was quite cool (:

left them, and i went to kallang to meet gina. then we just sat there and started talking about stuff cause both of us were full. and it turned out that the rest of the cell wasn't coming. took the shuttle bus to indoor stadium.

2006-08-07T16:26:00.000+08:00

haha these few days have been really slack. WELL K, not so, just that i haven't been wanting to do my work.

saturday was a really cool day (: studied for like, ten million hours, then met linyu and jazreen at bugis for dinner. sat around, talked. we talked for like 2hours and time passed so fast :/ haha i love linyu and jazreen! <3 (:
then on my way home, i saw NAT TAI :DD
haha it was quite awkward, but well, it's been gazilllion years since i last saw her. AND 6C'03 PEOPLE )): OMG I MISS THEM SO MUCHHHHH. haha i'm like the only one i know who misses her primary school friends.

when we were on the bus we saw gillian. i swear i think she thought i was retarded or something cos i was waving to her like some crazy shit. well, i thought it was quite cool cos i haven't seen any of them, and one day both of them appear CONSECUTIVELY.

yesterday, met delia cheryl and keshia earlier. to eat. and i attempted doing amath, with the help of delia :D
OH YES EVERYONE SHOULD PLAY SUDOKU!!!!! IT'S THE COOLEST PUZZLE THING EVER!:DD

today was another slack school day. (: I SUDDENLY LOVE SCHOOL A LOT A LOT! well, maybe cos there's not much stress and all. but it's gonna come back soon enough. but WHILE IT LASTS... :D

my ca2 improved! well, maybe the whole average went up but WHATEVER K, IT'S STILL AN IMRPOVEMENT!

tag replies;
per; haha shhh. don't entertain my stupid brother :/
cheryl; YOU GO DIE. ;) so you think you're very smart la huh HUH HUHHHHH!
da HM "intellectual"; audreyyyy hahaha sorry i JUST HAD TO change your name a bit. YES MISS BEH IS SO OBVLIBIOUS-LY FUNNY HAHA
kayi; YOYOYO SUP! HAHA :D

2006-08-04T18:44:00.000+08:00

today was a funny day :DD
uhmm, i can't really remember why though.

during recess we were trying to see who could stretch their leg over the most number of steps. i failed terribly ):

OH YES I HAVE AN ADDITIONAL TWO MARKS FOR BIO COS MR TEH MARKED WRONGLY!:D
and i got my FIRST ca2 a1 from LIT! (well practically the WHOLE class got a1 but WHATEVER K i haven't gotten so high since primary school)

&& I PASSED CHINESE! WOAH. surprisingly cos chua failed me very badly for my TWO ying yong wens and a zuo wen. as in like 29/70 kinda mark. but k, whatever, at least i passed.

after school, went to coro with bev and shiu an. (: bev kept going on and on and on and on (you get the point) about her wonderful bag. haha :D

grace:"we bet you full marks we won't get full marks"

hahahaha k, sorry that was really random.

2006-08-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

love unfalling
overtaking my heart
you take me in
finding peace again
fear is lost in all you are
and I would give the word to tell your story
'cause I know that you've called me
I know that you've called me

Jesus I believe in you, and I would go
to the ends of the earth
to the of the earth for you

have you ever had those days when you wake up and you realize that your life is really wrong and boring and monotonous cos it seems to keep going down hill?

yesterday i had one of those days. and i realized that i've been too caught up in my own stuff that i had so stupidly strayed from God.

gateway youth convention last night was good (: met gina, then cheryl came.
after the thing jon rach and i went to eat prata :D then went home.

today:
we had national day rehearsal thing. national anthem school song blah blah, the works. haha then we started singing the national day songs and we started being oh-so-gay. the rest of the day was quite, uh, normal i think? with me trying HARD to stay awake in class. oh yes, i did quite badly for bio ):

haha miss beh damn funny please. yesterday, she tried to help me with my chinese compo. haha then she was correcting jacq and i. and today, she was consoling me when she heard that i didn't think i'd do well for my piano. haha

TMR'S FRIDAY ALREADY! :D

jocelyn; haha k i'll tell you soon!! huh what fishball i didn't see anything on her blog..
jan ooi; IT IS FUNNY OKAY. :DD HAHAHAHAHAHAHA SHIT YOU MADE ME THINK OF IT AGAIN. HAHAHA
foong; HI :D OKAY
GO AND DIE JON :/

2006-08-01T17:54:00.000+08:00

OMG MY PIANO EXAM WAS SO SCREWED UP ):<

SHITSHITSHIT :/

my fingers were freaking NUMB.. ugh. crap. damn bad )':

i went there super early just 'cos jon, nat and andrew had their exams at 2plus. so i was there at 1.45!? when my exam only started at 4. they were warming up and all. and mum, nat and i went to domes to eat. came back, sat around, slept, drew on uncle frederick's paper. THEN, i started feeling damn scared.

and i realized that i wished _______ on the wrong day of the exam. HAHA. k, whatever. ___ probably didn't even care. but like, seeing that name on the paper made me remember something BAD. wtf la. then i started thinking of master classes, and i got really pissed off. aiya whatever la.

2006-07-31T21:12:00.000+08:00

saturday

walkathon. it was cool la. (: listened to music, talked, sang, prayed. i think it was quite a good experience. :D and i felt really proud of ps khong and fcbc (: but at the same time, really scared for our generation. i don't really know why either. but just think about it; we've grown up in such a different environment from the previous generation and stuff. and now, it's gonna be so much harder to survive. and everything's changing so fast. hhaha geez, i think too much.

went to suntec for lunch with cor, jan and jas. ate at pastamania. hung out, talked. <3>

rach came. she sat there and stoned. haha just to wait for me to finish so that i won't have to go home by myself. (: AWW.

sunday

ate at raffles place. the soup spoon place. yumm (: then went to expo, reached damn early so we just moped around. service was good :D went back with jas low. went to j8 ate xiao long bao

today

haha we had so many presentations today. CE, omg so embarassing i couldn't pronounce anethesia :/ english talk show thing made me damn stressed cos i couldn't remember my script and the stupid camera made me freak out. but miss leong said i was steady. AKA COOL HAHA :D

haha pe was funny we played soccer DAMN FUN :D HHAHA we suck at it but who cares la huh. (:

TMR'S BEV'S BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY ONE DAY IN ADVANCE BIRTHDAY BEV! MOOO (:<3

2006-07-28T17:02:00.000+08:00

sc swim team <3

HAHAHAHA K, JAN TOLD ME SOMETHING VERY FUNNY IN SCHOOL TODAY I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING. SHIT.

I suddenly miss the swim team a lot. and times during nats

watched pirates yesterday! FINALLY. :D if you haven't watched it, GO WATCH IT.

we bought the tickets, then claire and i went to eat.

when we sat down to eat,

claire: what time is it?

me: uh, 5.35?

both of us: SHIT.

yeah, the movie started at 5.35. haha so we finished our food then went up

fush and tiff came after the movie. hahaha yeah. went to sakae, and claire and fush started doing their zuo wens.

yay(: tmr!

2006-07-27T14:22:00.000+08:00

k, haha i'm DONE!

seriously, the teachers are evil. i mean, it's supposed to be like normal school day periods right, but the lessons they give online take up way much more time.

going to watch pirates later with tiff, claire and fush (:

xue hui should just die. she tricked me. she told me we had zuo wen la ):<

fush is not answering her phone! she seriously should sell it off or something so that she can at least KEEP the money 'cos her phone's really useless since she's not even using it

CL AIR E *i love to blow whatitsname. says:
fush should live underground.

HAHAHA K.

i kinda miss swimming. and i miss ace. gah :/

pretentious shit.

i really hate you for what you did.

and it's all coming around, back to you now. HAH. so there.

2006-07-27T09:55:00.000+08:00

HAHA SERVES YOU RIGHT SUCKER.

hahaha k, i'm damn high now. i've had enough sleep :D

ELEARNING.

oh did i mention that there's a new puppy in the house? just that he's not so new and puppyish anymore. ANYWAY, i found it very funny cos they haven't decided on a proper name for the dog and everyone's calling it by different names haha

asknlearn, here i come!

2006-07-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DRUSILLA!! :D

haha lala said something very funny today. she was like: i'm spending my birthday with matrices.

HAHA. okay, wait, she always says such retarded stuff. but still, i found the way she said it very funny.

i can't believe i studied so hard for amath and i'm still not sure if i can do well after taking it ):

school today was uh.. can't remember. the only thing i remember was AMATH. :/

oh, and geog. cos mrs chua was talking about some field trip thing. to landfills. haha sounds very smelly right. that's why it's in brown. HAHA SENSORY IMAGERY (LIT). HAHAHA. k, sorry.

oh did i mention that mrs chua is smart and she knew that we ponned school on monday to study for bio.

haha. k, i know it's quite stupid to pon to study when i could have missed the test. BUT STILL.. i needed the ca2 marks.

i think mrs chua is quite funny (:

oh, during amath test ms beh took my watch and observed it very closely. i think she thought i had some hidden thing that could help me cheat or something.

went to town with grace, audrey and tiff. i FINALLY bought socks. walked around, ate, talked and ya.

haha happy advance e-learning day everyone! (:

rainahencool. xiangsunglassesyiyangcool!

haha go figure (:

byebye woainimen! :D

2006-07-25T14:45:00.000+08:00

I'M HAPPY! :DD

okay, so i failed my chem.. VERY BADLY, but i'll do better for the next test yes! i shall go study for amath nowwwwwwwww. (:
i tried, now it's not up to me anymore.

2006-07-24T12:26:00.000+08:00

:DD

emelyn lala jazreen me linyu and the cake (:

me linyu & steph at the esplanade roof terrace :DD

liu xing hua yuan! minus the countless stars.

lala and steph.. and me! haha looking very happy

dinner; see the headphone in our ears!? :O cinderella story :D

so anyway, i didn't go to school today. and i forgot to ask mum to call school so i got awaken at 8 when one of the teachers called to ask what happened to me ):

OMGOMGOMG.
i'm really pissed off.
i found out something i shouldn't have. and it made me feel worse.
it was over, but i still held on. so fucking stupid of me.
you had a good way with words.
and i believed you. i hope the rest don't. you know what i'm talking about.

and i can't believe i still think of it and it still hurts so much.

when it doesn't even mean a shit to you.

i was hoping you would be different from the rest. i was wrong. you're all the same.

2006-07-23T19:05:00.000+08:00

PLANETSHAKERS CONCERT>

http://www.fcbc.org.sg/ultraviolet/

sms or call me if you're interested k! (:

2006-07-23T09:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday
met steph and jazreen at city hall, then we just sat there talking while waiting for lala and emelyn. walked over to the esplanade. and we started taking pictures by the sea. haha oh yes and we found an ah pek's ice cream stall. so cool right, the guy selling it was an ah pek. duh. then linyu came. hahaha she came from filming the thing ahahahaha so funny k. and apparently, she said a lot of strange and cold stuff (knowing her), so we're all gonna have a good time watching it. BUT. it's in chinese, so.. yeah. i don't know.
walked to marina, ate at the changing apetites place. haha we decided to eat there just cos it looked interesting. waited for damn longg. k, so the food was quite good la. and we took more pictures. then linyu and i started watching cinderella story on jazreen's ipod video. ooh chad michael murray is so super cute! :D haha so we were being anti social and watching while the rest were talking. but it was damn nice (: haha we were still watching when we left the place. only paused it when we went to the toilet. but we had to turn it off when we went out 'cause the rest were scolding us. walked back to esplanade. then we went to the terrace. hahahaha it was damn funny :DDD but i shan't elaborate so as not to offend certain people (: HOHOHO.
then lala cut her cake and all, and we started crapping and being gay. (: linyu and i lay down and listened to music. and uh, star gazed. hahaha. and soon the rest joined us. hahaha we did something stupid and lala was like: you all asking for heaven's blessing ah! HAHAHAHA. k fine not that funny, but emelyn and i couldn't stop laughing.
linyu and i left. and she walked so fast she practically RAN away from me and i got lost cos i was wearing heels and couldn't catch up with her. :/
so anyway, it was fun & gay & retarded :D and i woke up this morning with an aching stomach.
nvm, you won't understand unless you were there with us..

i shall post the pics when i get them from jazreen and lala (: yay

i'm over it. it was my mistake. i tried to salvage it. but then again, i shouldn't have been so naive. thanks anyway, at least now i know (:

2006-07-21T18:20:00.000+08:00

BEA! we cool ((: all swimmers are right? right. :D

sarah! <3denise :DD i miss you senior
emelyn lala steph and i

jia audrey me and part of grace. sorryyy!

we were laughing at something stupid. must have been audrey..
jia me grace <33>

bev rach grace audrey shiu jia jacq me tiff ((:

we rock; you stone.. :D

in the morning, rach bev jacq and i spent ten thousand years getting our saris on.

and jacq had to help me redo it like, five times throughout the day? i seriously don't understand how people can do it EVERYDAY.

but it was fun (:

the only thing that was BAD was the cheenaaa test. it was hard like anything la ):

did i mention that i really love my friends(: they made me laugh so much the whole day i didn't even have time to think and be sad :D

andria's overrrr (:

2006-07-20T16:22:00.000+08:00

haha guess what we're gonna wear cool saris tmr! :D
hmm let's see.. bio; jacq and i composed retarded poems. and we had a new friend called the fingerman. but he died. :/
lit; did the quiz thing which was okay. but i wrote almost everything in point form.
geog; we learnt a new phrase from mrs chua: EASY PEASY LEMON SQUEEZY. uh, yes. well, it was new to me. i've never heard anything like that before.
nothing else was interesting. except, well, maybe ce. but it was crap. i think our lao shis are super duper funny if you get them for oral it's just your luck. you'll just like, DIE laughing cos they're so amusing. so anyway, our ce group came over to "discuss ce". yeah right. we just sat around doing retarded stuff and blah blah. nothing much la. anddd i came straight home to study. and tuition.

and i'll find my stability in God, cos all else can fail. but Him.

2006-07-19T18:02:00.000+08:00

today was boring.
mhmm, the only thing i remember was that we had wayang face paintng. hahaha it was damn gay la. but the stupid guy didn't let us leave till 4.45 even though we'd finished at 3.30. i know i was wise when art club wasn't on my list of "can consider" ccas.
anyway, i going to tc for rl144.
lit test tmr. i can't get anything in. ): HELP.

i really thank God for Gina.. and of course, the rest of the cell. i don't know what i'd be without them. really.
it's been tough. thanks guys, for being there (:

i guess, it didn't mean so much to you after all. i'm sorry it did to me. cos it got me hurt. can't believe i fell for it.
i mean, gosh, you won't even tell me what happened.

i'm still hoping it was all just a nightmare. and when i wake up, everything'd be okay. and maybe, just maybe, you had your reasons.
it's so hard to let go :/

2006-07-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

debbie rocks :D
thanks so much <3333

EEIEEIOHH (: -looks at deb

it really helped.

2006-07-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

yeah right, so much so for your promises.

she was right. again. i can't believe i was so stupid to actually think that this could work out.

you came into my life, only to build me up and then tear me into pieces.

But if your hearts not in it for real
Please dont try to fake what you dont feel
If loves already gone
Its not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I wont ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

f*ck why do i even care.

edit/
on a lighter note, (yeah right)

i'm meeting kesh for lunch, again. haha missed talking to her so bad. sports school stole my friend. ): and the rest after their sol. and then there's gonna be cell.

uh, please don't remind me. ):

it's all falling apart, and just when i needed you you had to leave.

oh, shut up raina.

today went for gina's sol3 thing. it was quite fun. then walked around parkway with delia. bought stuff for jon. IS HE LUCKY TO HAVE A SISTER LIKE ME OR WHAT. haha (:

then we were walking. and we saw this stage, and we were like SHIT. SINGAPORE IDOL! and we refused to go back down to the basement after that. then rach and her cell leader came. and ya, blah blah blah. oh yes, we met ben and denise but they had to rush off somewhere. walked around somemore. then went home. on the way home i was listening to my mp3 and i started crying. luckily rach was there or i would have looked so much stupider. i told you i think too much..

okay, so now i have to do my chem. and i can't find a single news article on the net on pollution. ): &i haven't started studying for ting xie cos last night.. i kinda wasted my time.

so much so for lighter note eh.

2006-07-14T13:44:00.000+08:00

i made it through the week!! am i cool or what! cool of course (;
there's something wrong with me. i think too much. i don't want to but i really can't help it. gah :/
i knocked my head against jacq's table when i was bending down to take something on the floor just now. damn pain la. i swear my head's dented now. then during recess i spilt super a lot of stuff on my skirt cos i was just stoning and being rather mechanical. (like like like..) HOHOHO :D
MHMM did compre during english. i finished the whole thing in the first period la. and i had like, fifty minutes of nothing to do. so i fell asleep.
andand and i was supposed to go to town and buy school socks at the same time. but i realized that i had tuition. :/ so anyway, i've finished my tuition homework. WOW. ARE YOU PROUD OF ME!

yesterday i felt really random i drew a smiley face on jacq's hand and wrote: raina's smiles bring good luck! more smiles more luck!
ahhhahaha don't ask me why.
then jacq asked why she only had one smile. do you know?!
AHA. i bet you don't
she didn't have the citibank card.
hahaha we were laughing like shit during chem and mrs yogee was staring at us.

i miss fush ): corde just called i miss talking to her

so anyway, i'm tired. bye bye nice people!

i'm so scared, so afraid that one day it'll just vanish and i'd realize it was just all an illusion. it seems too surreal to be true. but at the same time, i really want to believe that this will last. it will, right?

now i just have to convince myself.

2006-07-13T15:40:00.000+08:00

i'm floating on cloud 1567367 (:
HOHOHO :DD

2006-07-08T13:45:00.000+08:00

the world doesn't only revolve around you. don't tell me you think you've never hurt anyone ever. stop trying to make yourself look good. it's not working. really. YOU know what you've done. practice what you preach.

2006-07-08T13:26:00.000+08:00

what you're doing is really low down.:/

go study raina.

hey bev hey per hey ann :o AH haha :DD

2006-07-05T19:11:00.000+08:00

okay, it's been a busy few days. but i feel accomplished. hahaha yeah (: but i haven't practiced piano, and homework and homework. but what the heck la.
yesterday was my 100m event. i was so super scared i almost cried la ): then coach leonard was like: WHY ARE YOU SCARED? you wanna break a record is it? you want to get first right!think i don't know. wth haha. so anyway, it turned out okay, except that i needed to pee halfway.
today, yvonne swam. i wanted to watch her do the looong distance thing. ): jan got to go.. had emath test. which sucked cos i totally couldn't see the 3-D thing. then chinese oral. it was quite easy la. not as hard as i'd expected, and not half as scary. cos the examiners were really nice (: but at least it's over. wanted to go support the last few events people after school, but dad didn't allow cos he was coming to pick me up.

so much is happening, i really hope we can pull this together, once again, like all the other times we have. i hate seeing us like this. it hurts to know that things probably won't be the way it used to be. and it sucks to see gina so disappointed. things have changed so much since sunday. but i still love you guys a lot. and i miss you.

You say You have a reason for putting me here. what is it? tell me, cos it doesn't seem to be working out right.

they say time heals wounds.

2006-07-02T10:16:00.000+08:00

hello!
i kinda wasted my time yesterday and i'm feeling guilty ): crap. i COULD have been swimming or something you know. but anyway, i bought stuff so i'm quite happy :D
guess what guess what we've got the TOP thing for the house. uhmm it actually means that I CAN MOVE BACK ALREADY! :DDDDDD but mum &dad say we have to sell the middle house first and blah blah. so we won't be moving back until august? i hope someone buys the house sooon!
meeting kesh for lunch again. but we made it later so i don't have to worry if she oversleeps like last week. she overslept and only called me when i had left the house okay. so i had to lunch with rach charles and tianyu and rach left me with the two retards for her dance.

national's are in two days :/

2006-06-30T22:22:00.000+08:00

do you ever have that feeling of regret cos you don't treasure something until you've actually lost it?

okay, this sucks. today was my last day at ace. i was SUPPOSED to be happy. but when i walked into ri for my first time in months (and my LAST time for training), i actually felt sad.

it was here i made REALLY great friends. we've been through so much together, i guess this kinda marks an end to it. we've gone through uncle meng seng, uncle sunny & uncle puay kengs moodswings, trained hard, slackd, ran into the toilet whenever we didn't feel like doing laps. i'm really gonna miss that. )': you guys've been really great.
shit i'm losing it.

i'll miss the ace people. EVEN the coaches. (hurr) i'll miss the gang; the stupid things we did, hanging out around the pool after training.
no matter how much i'd hated training, you guys made it survive-able.

)':

2006-06-29T19:18:00.000+08:00

next week, there's bio pract, 50m&100m BREASTstroke :D oral & emath.

and then there's geog and amath. and higher chinese, piano exam and finals and and and i don't know.
oh yes, and listening compre/

2006-06-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMG school's starting again in two days! T-W-O. ):
wait, it's less than that already. shit.

i cut my hair. had some lessons in the afternoon, then went to j8 and bought pens to make up for the ones that vanished from my pencil box during the hols. bought vcds to watch tmr. went back to the new house. came back, printed out the geog stuff and tried to make it pretty.

what a way to spend my last few school-less days. ):

meeting kesh tmr for lunch. yay i'm so happy master class was cancelled cos' of jon's WONDERFUL sprained finger. (:

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL! :D
i'm sorry i couldn't be there for you yesterday ): glad you're feeling better :D

2006-06-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

wednesday;
school was a waste of time.
thennn went out. IT WAS GREAT. you guys made my day :DD
ben rach denise jon chris, thanks (:

yesterday;
met the swimming people at heeren at 10.15. haha had a heritage tour led by mrs b around the old sc place. the tribob office is so coool! it's like, one of those ancient colonel houses thing. haha and i think i wanna have a company named after me too :D yeap and they analysed the videos with us and stuff.
then we left for lunch. ate at sakae. and i think the people there really think we're super suaku shits. then we took retarded neoprints. I SWEAR THEY ARE THE MOST RETARDED NEOPRINTS ON THE FACE OF PLANET EARTH. jan jan's blog (: haha it was so tiring okay! so anyway, walked around for awhile, then i left. got back, changed, and left for pasir ris. bought the stuff for cheryl. i got lost ): but the clever me... yes, i found my way ALL THE WAY to the chalet. (: sat around, it was kinda boring at first. but after a while, i got kinda high. but i had to leave. why? because i had tuition in the morning ): today; tuition. school. haha i was the last to take the oral thing. my oral sucks la ): dieeee. went home to sleep cos i was super tired. then left the house for dinner. jap. and then we walked over to the next restaurant for dessert. HEHE :D shopped. bought a bag (: then went home quite early cos there was nothing much to do.

HAPPY BIRHTDAY CHERYL! <3
i really really love you girl!

okay, i'm one day early, so? :D

2006-06-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

God, for you i will

2006-06-19T13:26:00.000+08:00

some people just pissed me off really badly. well, not just. but.. i'm still learning to forgive and forget.

you don't realize do you? you think you're being all sacrificial and all? has it ever come across to you that people just have their limitations and commitments?! and just because of that you think that you have the right to show that you're unhappy. well, so do i. but i don't whine and complain and give a *black face right. maybe you just didn't realize that others have already done their part. and you never thought of the other times people had to give up stuff because of YOU. but i guess that's just not enough for you huh. open your eyes girl, you're not the only one struggling and sacrificing because of (and for) the.. stop being so self centered.

so anyway, i got rudely awaken this morning by the so-called "music master". yeap. i kinda forgot i had piano. and he was being annoying. ):
then rushed down for training. i was late by half an hour. NOT A LOT OKAY. -looks at yvonne. hahaha :DD coach was quite nice about it. he didn't even ask me why. hurr. but i was really hoping that the rain from this morning would've carried on till 10+ so we wouldn't have to swim. but it didn't. AH WELL. haha but training was okay anyway.
when i got home, i walked into the kitchen and guess what i saw.
TWO GUYS WATCHING SESAME STREET. yes, not little boys. GUYS.

mel; haha i think sarah is taller than me ):
kelly; school's reopening soon! haha so we get to have our morning chats, yes? :D
cor; YOU'RE DAMN GAY. HAHAHAHA okayokay i love you. hahahahaha really, i do!
kayi; YO KAYI (says it in the jacq-voice) :DD i think you're more excited than me. ;) hahaha

2006-06-17T10:25:00.000+08:00

went to steph's house last night (:
and linyu and i were late. I WONDER WHY... hahaha
tiff lala emelyn almas jazreen & amanda were already there. so anyway, we ate a lot, talked a lot and laughed a lot. and i sat on steph's swing for too long i got giddy. i still couldn't think properly when i reached home.
okay, bye.

2006-06-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

yesterday;
went to sicc. OOOH RACHEL IS THE CUTEST I TELL YOU! :DD had lunch, bowled.
went to thompson(?) plaza and ATE AGAIN. dang ):
then went for prayer meeting at tc. it was gooood (:
thennnnnnnnn went to eat prata after that :DDDDDDD

today;
training. sucked. even coach admitted that it was tough. but uhmm, we (jocelyn mel julia yan jun me) kinda slacked. sorry coach. and once again, the contrasting swim suit tan line made me very sad.

i'm going to watch tv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ciao (:

2006-06-13T14:14:00.000+08:00

HEYHO (:
my blog is quite normal now, thanks to jan :D thank you thank you!<33

anyway, i miss cluster camp ): spending time with funniest and crappiest and craziest group of people which ever existed was really great. (: <3RLL

piano exam's coming, nat's are coming and school is coming back ):
UGH.

2006-06-05T13:34:00.000+08:00

is it me or is there something wrong with this page?
anyway, past few days have been kinda boring. stayed over at kathy's the other day. watched movies until god knows when. and i learnt how to play mahjong! (kind of) then i fell asleep halfway.
yesterday was the global prayer thing (: it was really cool. if you were there and you spotted a sea of red, I WAS IN IT. hahaha :DD anyway, janice and i were kept VERYVERY entertained and amused the whole time.
right janice? -janice nods her head.
HAHAHAHA. shit i'm like laughing to the computer

okay. i'm alright now.

so anyway, after the thing rach jon and i went for supper (: and i had difficulty getting out of bed for training.

to you; i did promise i'd always be by you. but using me as a spare tyre? thanks a lot. you only came to me when everyone was gone and you had noone to talk to and you didnt want to look alone. and now you're gone again.

2006-06-02T16:56:00.000+08:00

my com's being like cock
my brother is being a noisy shit
and i'm bored ):
thank god i'm leaving the house soon (:

anyway, bintan trip was great(: i'm never gonna actually enjoy myself at singapore beaches from now on. the beaches there were so freaking clean. anyway, the swim team's really fun. right? RIGHT!<33 HAH all those losers who're not in swimming see what you're missing out!

hi friends who's going for the global prayer thing?

jan ooi; haha we can try but i'm quite sure it'll be no use. it's REALLY off. you should try swimming next to her haha

jan; HEY! hahaha loves<3

sarah; SHIT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

melissa; haha THAT'S GOOD RIGHT ! :DD
seriously? even while kicking?? SHIT HAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY!!!!! I WANNA SEE!

2006-05-25T20:04:00.000+08:00

training sucked. okay, my fault for having lousy stamina...
anyway, i'm beginning to feel excited about the bintan camp thing! :DD

ONE DAY (:

i hope i can get back in time on sunday to go to church though.

i've read the program thing three times already and that made me excited. HEHEHE
YAY (:

okay, i'm really black now.

2006-05-24T21:56:00.000+08:00

hello i'm back. haha i must be really bored...
i feel so useless. just practiced piano like one hour ago and i've been sitting infront of the com doing nothing in particular.

bintan trip's in t-w-o days! everyone's so excited. i don't know why i'm not as excited as i was. i think i'm just dreading having to spend THREE days with _______. and i'm so not looking forward to that.

2006-05-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

got my report book back today. okay, i admit i somewhat knew what my grades were, but when i saw what band i'm in, i almost cried. so now i'm sitting here, mulling over what i got. and i have decided that i'm going to work really hard next term and do better. and i'm aiming to be in at least band4 next term. AT LEAST (:
GOD PLEASE HELP ME.

after ptd, went to marina with mum, then had to rush home for tuition.

training tmr from 11-1. dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee/

tuition was postponed so i'm gonna see if i can go see the nz trip people off :DD
BE HONOURED! (:

i skipped training. again. uncle puay keng's gonna pissed. AGAIN.
hahaha OOPS. planning to quit ace anyway..

i think i'm falling sick

2006-05-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

(:
today was games day (:
our class got second :DD

after hcl, tiff audrey grace &i went to heeren. moped around and i was trying to drag my going home cos i didn't wanna go for training. OOPS. haha but it was fun (:
so anyway, when i was talking on the phone halfway, silence filled the air and i realized that my phone had DIED on me. yes, so i had to travel all the way to bishan in my own solitary world and i felt stranded.
when i reached bishan i had to use a PAYPHONE to call my mum to fetch me. and she was driving but she said she would BUT i forgot to tell her that i was already there. so i waited at the taxi stand for HALF AN HOUR NOT DOING ANYTHING. so i decided to take out a postcard to write to noone in particular. when she didnt come after FORTY FIVE MINUTES, i called her (through the payphone again) AND FOUND OUT THAT SHE WAS DROPPING MY BROTHER FOR TRAINING. HEHEHEHEHE (: and if you haven't realized, that meant that i didn't have to go for training. :DDD but i had still wasted 45mins of my precious life.
HEHE YES SO I ATE AT SWENSENS (:

i have been in this happy world for so long that your superficial-ness shocks and disappoints me. i feel so stupid): how could i have forgotten

2006-05-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

haha hi wf hi julia hi melissa hi SMILEY*coughaudrey* DRAWER hi boo [are you ann? you're ann right?HAHA SORRY :D ]

tmr's a holiday! HEHEHEHEHE

ANYWAY. I'M DAMN PISSED WITH ____ OKAY. i shall not put down her name. 'cos of sneaky spies. TSK.
________ 's SO *UNREASONABLE&EVIL&BLAH%^$#@!#!

cheer up bea! :D

went out with ben denise & chris again (: and we just sat in the new house chatting and talking about the most random stuff.

DOWN WITH SS DOWN WITH SS! SS SHOULD JUST JUMP INTO A LAKE AND DIE ):<

ahhha sorry this post is so random and strange.

2006-05-08T21:39:00.000+08:00

ahaha oh no. i'm not studying again. ahwell.
haha you know what, i've been thinking about it, and i think that i've really grown a lot this year. YES I'VE GROWN. like the aquathlon &everything else that has happened. haha and obs. HAHA YES. SO YOU'RE NOT GONNA GET ME DOWN. HAH SO THERE.

2006-05-08T18:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LINYU!<3

i feel so lousy today cos i didn't do any studying the WHOLE weekend when i should have started studying for ss ):

OKAY I SHALL GO STUDY SS NOW.

2006-04-30T09:35:00.000+08:00

the aquathlon was crazy
i almost died okay. when it first started my energy was spent on getting out of the water to BREATHE cos everyone was jumping over me.
and when i finally got my own space i realized that i had swam right to the other side from the rope where all the boats were. so i had to swim all the way back.
AND I KEPT GETTING BITTEN
okay, nvm. the first 400m was hell. but eventually it got better. strange eh. it's usually the other way round.
and we got medals :D :D

WE DID IT JIA:D

went to town to eat with beatrice, kristyn & chris, then mum fetched me home. (:
went to sleep straight away. but had to wake up to go for choir concert):

2006-04-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

HURR. i'm like the most unfaithful blogger ever.

tmr's the aquathlon. -looks at swimmers
WE CAN DO IT RIGHT?!
we will wei xiao zheng guang!
btw, it was supposed to mean do the school proud. :D

i still have to convince myself.

wave starts at 11, gonna be there at 9.30. if you're reading this, (though i don't think anyone is) you can come and support us:D

and sarah, if you happen to be reading this, happy birthday in advance!(:

my parents told me about this guy who died while doing a triathlon. i don't wanna die so early): i'm only fifteen :/

anyway, something exciting just happened. HEHEHEHE:D and i'm so distracted i can't study. that's why i'm blogging.

failed my social studies. @#%# WHY DID THEY HAVE TO MAKE SOCIAL STUDIES COMPULSORY ANYWAY?!

great. i'm not doing exactly well in school. and when i hear about how the tripl science people do, i feel super lousy.

geog projects=SUCK

choir concert tmr, haha linyu's damn gay. we're going to meet at five-coughsixthirty right?

my friends really cheer me up:D

2006-03-28T15:53:00.000+08:00

hello.
i'm sick.
and i feel like shit):
gtg study for math.
ARGHHH

2006-03-14T12:58:00.000+08:00

you don't give a damn do you.

the holidays are making me feel like shit -frowns
i'm feeling all emoooo

and you said you'd always be there for me
and i believed you.
/i still want to.

2006-03-11T14:27:00.000+08:00

i changed my picture(: WOW -looks at steph and cheryl
HAHA
mhmm, anyway, my blog has been dead. haven't really been in the mood for blogging. AHWELL i shall revive it

MY BRACES ARE OFF!!!:D :D

my stomach's still aching from thursday's training of push ups, crunches and planks. everytime i laugh/cough/sneeze, it'll hurt):
ADRIAN IS MAD. either that or he's out to get at us. but i still think he's mad. making us do all those stuff infront of everyone in our swimming costumes letting those little kids laugh at us. how evil. TSK

training yesterday was okay. but it was DAMN HOT. and he made us look like fools again. then he posed us this challenge; to keep up (at most 7m away) with him for 400m. then he would buy us ice cream-.- like we can even keep up for 100m...

i miss obs): i'm still peeling because of the stupid burns. but i miss obs anyway.

everyone's going to italy todayyyyyyy. -waves bye

we're supposed to be moving back this week but i don't think that's possible cos there's still so much to do -frowns

so long!(:

2006-01-27T19:17:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA HI I'M STILL ALIVE!:D :D

sorry i guess i havent been here since... whenever.

IT'S CHINESE NEW YEAR! YUM YUM PINEAPPLE TARTS!!:D
our class got third for the chinese new year decoration thing! haha how cool is that i bet our teacher is damn happy. grace and i got a shock when we heard jia en cheering then we started laughing like shit. BEVERLY AND I HELPED CUT OUT THE WORDS. HAHA WE CONTRIBUTED TO THE THIRD PRIZE!! HAH
SELEMAT TAHUN BARU CINA. or something like that. it means HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! hahaha i'm multi-racial i can even speak malay.

school has been super retarded. other than the SUPER lot of homework we have. haha i think i'm beginning to live a routine. i miss having steph, cheryl, kelly, fush, linyu, tiff, claire and mel in class): but nvm my class is quite nice!

EVERYONE SHOULD RUN IN THE MORNING! serious it's good. haha the adrenalin rush. but that only lasts for awhile. but still.. haha oh and guess what! haha i don't think anyone can guess it. haha I'M BEGINNING TO LIKE GOING FOR TRAINING!! :D whoa how cool is that! hahaha

i suddenly feel so fit. haha but i still don't want to go for the nus biathlon.

tmr we're having reunion dinner at the not-built-finish house! hahahaha cool eh. my dad's idea. he wants it on the roof terrace. i so pity my mum and my maid.

yayy chinese new year! going out soon. haha see you people!:D

2006-01-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

i feel like sleeping and running away from reality.

2005-12-29T13:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL THE PEOPLE OF THE EARTH
oops! i didn't mean to abandon my blog. i'm so sorry!

i'm gonna die okay. i'm in 3GR! AHHHHH SOMEBODY SAVE ME. all alone all alone. 'ELP! everyone's in physics chem> leaving me all alone): evil evil

today is thursday. yes, and yesterday was wednesday. OMG the hols are coming to an end!!!

CHRISTMAS
rach and i were sad cos everyone seemed so sad on christmas day. haha so on our way to church we were singing christmas songs:D the retarded things we do.. at night we went for christmas dinner. two christmas dinners in consecutive days are not nice okay. i'm sick sick sick of turkey!
i love my cousins(: haha. omg they're damn funny can!! hmm. i think they're like the older brothers i never had. HAHA yayy(:

monday
went to may's family's chalet thing. so miserable la! only yb, derniese, cher, delia and i were there. besides may la of course. and her cousins friends. but that's besides the point. haha anyway, it was fun!(: hmm i miss 6c03):

tuesday
bought the rest of my school books. can't remember what i did after that but NVM. at night, went for choir with cordelia at tct. it was raining so cold!! anyway, i felt so lost. cos i didn't know how to do the actions. but it was quite fun la. and good exercise!:D :D haha. we finished 11

yesterday
went out in the afternoon. had dinner, came back. i think i just wasted my life

today
oops! i'm supposed to be meeting the rest of the cell to discuss the new year bash thing. oh well. going for choir again tonight. (: i'm sick and i havent been going for training. i'm gonna die when i get back. yayy):

2005-12-02T17:44:00.000+08:00

HEY HELLO!:D

wednesday
godpa came back and brought us out for dinner I MISSED SWIMMING! :D:D

yesterday
went cyclying with rach, deniese, chris, jon, ben (:
met at 8 then we rach jon and i rented our bikes
and we cycled to esplanade:D
so fun so fun!:D:D
it's damn far la
we stopped at macs for breakfast by the singapore river haha
they kept making me laugh like shit
at boat quay this security guard started chasing and scolding us
so we got off our bikes and started walking
walau and he kept following us can!
until it started raining, then we just cycled away. HAH!
when we reached east coast we were one hour late in returning
haha but the person down there said we were fast! :D cos she did it in four without resting
we did it in three(:
went to their house. half cycled half walked cos there were not enough bikes(:
ben carried jon
i carried rach
chris carried deniese
i feel like the strongest girl on earth!

had lunch and we watched troy
i fell asleep during the second disc on special effects. SPECIAL EFFECTS. why on earth were they watching it anyway!?!

today
watched chicken little with jon and laura
THE FISH AND THE PIG ARE DAMN CUTE!

haha this looks very looooong

2005-11-29T11:35:00.000+08:00

argh. my dad is so evil. he hasn't talked to my brother since last week. why? pecause of his results. and it's not like my bro did very badly or anything okay. seriously. it's not BAD. it's average. but my dad called it SHIT. SHIT. like it's not bad enough that my bro is already disappointed.

i got promoted for swimming!(: (: but i'm dying can. haha i like the feeling of being promoted. but i don't like the training. and i HATE the fly sprinting every training.

i'm running to expo! i think i'm gonna die. CORDELIA YEO played me out. now i'm stuck with the fast fast fast people.

i've been shopping with my sis for her prom stuff. i could just DIE. she can take FOREVER.

i miss everyone. when i was packing my stuff and i looked at all those notes and stuff we all used to exchange i started to feel sad. i miss ol!! i miss them all. ):

2005-11-21T12:18:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK FROM ENCOUNTER!:D

so much has happened during the past three days. let's just say God is doing a work in me. He spoke to me regarding many things in my life(: i really don't know how i'd survive if i didn't know Him.

steph's back too! :D :D

yesterday was my daddy's and godpa's birthday:D <3
went to laura's house for dinner we had kfc! the adults went out for dinner, LEAVING US.
i was dead tired la. only reached home from outram at 4.30 and i had to bathe and whatever and we left the house at 4.40. beat that. so i fell asleep at their house. butbutbut. i woke up when they started watching csi:D haha

oh ya. my sis has finished her a's! :D so that means that we can do manymany things;]

-sigh we still have so much to do for cca orientation HELPP

He is so real.

2005-11-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

there is none like you
noone else can touch my heart like you do

HELLO!(:
haha talking to steph online now. come back soon okay! haha oh. and you're not missing out on much, nothing much is happening.

yesterday
went to church early. we were suppossed to do pre-encounter stuff but. HEH. had encounter briefing(: YAY. next week!
i realized today during service that i'm here for a reason(: and there's a reason for everything that i'm going through now.

i saw i saw (:

today
went to DUH-BEE and LA-RAH's church. haha to uhmm, witness their comfirmation. i felt really awkward cos i'm not used to that kind of service. haha oh well. i saw old friends:D haha way back from kindergarden! haha. but i didn't talk to them. oops! and yupp friends. and other people. haha it was just damn weird la. went for lunch at rtc(: went home

I FINISHED WATCHING FULL HOUSE:D
haha.

went for dinner. went to the house. once again, I CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE BACK!

i thought a lot today. haha thinking makes me tired.

just seeing you again makes me think so much.

2005-11-10T10:47:00.000+08:00

haha hello!(:
tuesday wasn't so bad afterall:D
went to rtc for lunch with my sister to chill before her paper. what a nice sis i am eh? -beams
my mum bought dvds for us to watch cos i think she FINALLY realized that we were rotting
haha oh and my brother and i agreed not to go for training. (: (:

yesterday
:D:D:D
went out with ben, christel and deniese(: they're damn funny la. :D so full of crap can! lunched at rtc (again) haha the jap restaurant. it was shit embarrassing cos ben kept playing his music oh-so-loudly and tried to lip-sync. bowled. haha oh no i don't wish to talk about it. then we just crapped and crapped. then came over to play table soccer!:D:D haha. time passed damn fast la. anyway, we're going cycling to the esplanade!:D

today
it's only morning. i had to wake up early FOR MY BROTHER cos he didn't want to go for tuition first.

i shall reply the tags here(:

amanda and cheryl: THANKS FOR EVERYTHING OKAY! i really felt better after talking<3

anon; uh, thanks(:

yinglin; HAHA SHUT UP LA YOU! don't go announcing to the whole world can! SHIT. haha love ya!<33

cor; okay! to the beach we go!:D haha don't cow me you PIG

2005-11-07T19:32:00.000+08:00

went out today
feel so stone haha.
tmr's tuesday. i hate tuesdays):<

2005-11-06T13:54:00.000+08:00

i just found out something i guess i shouldn't have known. you wouldn't have wanted me to. and i wouldn't have wanted to either. now it hurts so bad.

i just hate staying here. I NEED TO MOVE BACK. there's no where where i can be by myself. i just need to cry so bad.

it's amazing how something so small like this can just spoil everything. i thought i knew you. and i thought you knew me. i thought we were in it together. i thought wrong. i guess i'm not that strong afterall.

it's no big deal

really.

2005-11-01T16:50:00.000+08:00

HELLOOO.
i'm damn damn bored

friday
talentime was quite uhm, screwed. but nevermind. the last day of school was quite fun. and sad. went to marche with fush, claire, mel and a certain tiany. haha. ate A LOT. SERIOUSLY a lot. walked around for a while then went back

saturday
went out in the morning. shopped!:D
rushed back for and left again for cell. i was late again!): sorry!
ushered. but there weren't enough cards so i was redundant and was the groundfloor i/c. it's the last week of ushering!!): until, i don't know when. i hope we still get to do it after the move:D service was good, as always.

sunday
woke up early>): ahah went to church with my parents. again. ate breakfast. I LIKE CARROT CAKE!:D then i was left all alone outside church. napped abit. then went back in to save seats for the next service for my mum, and her friends, and her friends' kids. and i attended service AGAIN. haha. it wasn't that bad. went shopping with my mummy. bought so much stuff i feel guilty. HEH. i know that's not normal.

yesterday
i can't remember what i did. OH. i got my new phone plan. and i went to buy school books. went out after that.

TODAY.
I THINK IT IS THE MOST BORING DAY OF MY LIFE.
i hope the bbq tonight would make up for everything. haha

i have yet to pack my stuff. i really hope we move at the end of the year!

bye.