Sunday, November 06, 2005
i just found out something i guess i shouldn't have known. you wouldn't have wanted me to. and i wouldn't have wanted to either. now it hurts so bad.
i just hate staying here. I NEED TO MOVE BACK. there's no where where i can be by myself. i just need to cry so bad.
it's amazing how something so small like this can just spoil everything. i thought i knew you. and i thought you knew me. i thought we were in it together. i thought wrong. i guess i'm not that strong afterall.
it's no big deal
really.