「 dancing away 10:22 PM 」

do you ever have that feeling of regret cos you don't treasure something until you've actually lost it?

okay, this sucks. today was my last day at ace. i was SUPPOSED to be happy. but when i walked into ri for my first time in months (and my LAST time for training), i actually felt sad.

it was here i made REALLY great friends. we've been through so much together, i guess this kinda marks an end to it. we've gone through uncle meng seng, uncle sunny & uncle puay kengs moodswings, trained hard, slackd, ran into the toilet whenever we didn't feel like doing laps. i'm really gonna miss that. )': you guys've been really great.
shit i'm losing it.

i'll miss the ace people. EVEN the coaches. (hurr) i'll miss the gang; the stupid things we did, hanging out around the pool after training.
no matter how much i'd hated training, you guys made it survive-able.

)':

「 dancing away 7:18 PM 」

next week, there's bio pract, 50m&100m BREASTstroke :D oral & emath.

and then there's geog and amath. and higher chinese, piano exam and finals and and and i don't know.
oh yes, and listening compre/

「 dancing away 11:57 PM 」

OMGOMGOMGOMG school's starting again in two days! T-W-O. ):
wait, it's less than that already. shit.

i cut my hair. had some lessons in the afternoon, then went to j8 and bought pens to make up for the ones that vanished from my pencil box during the hols. bought vcds to watch tmr. went back to the new house. came back, printed out the geog stuff and tried to make it pretty.

what a way to spend my last few school-less days. ):

meeting kesh tmr for lunch. yay i'm so happy master class was cancelled cos' of jon's WONDERFUL sprained finger. (:

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL! :D
i'm sorry i couldn't be there for you yesterday ): glad you're feeling better :D

「 dancing away 10:21 PM 」

wednesday;
school was a waste of time.
thennn went out. IT WAS GREAT. you guys made my day :DD
ben rach denise jon chris, thanks (:

yesterday;
met the swimming people at heeren at 10.15. haha had a heritage tour led by mrs b around the old sc place. the tribob office is so coool! it's like, one of those ancient colonel houses thing. haha and i think i wanna have a company named after me too :D yeap and they analysed the videos with us and stuff.
then we left for lunch. ate at sakae. and i think the people there really think we're super suaku shits. then we took retarded neoprints. I SWEAR THEY ARE THE MOST RETARDED NEOPRINTS ON THE FACE OF PLANET EARTH. jan jan's blog (: haha it was so tiring okay! so anyway, walked around for awhile, then i left. got back, changed, and left for pasir ris. bought the stuff for cheryl. i got lost ): but the clever me... yes, i found my way ALL THE WAY to the chalet. (: sat around, it was kinda boring at first. but after a while, i got kinda high. but i had to leave. why? because i had tuition in the morning ): today; tuition. school. haha i was the last to take the oral thing. my oral sucks la ): dieeee. went home to sleep cos i was super tired. then left the house for dinner. jap. and then we walked over to the next restaurant for dessert. HEHE :D shopped. bought a bag (: then went home quite early cos there was nothing much to do.

HAPPY BIRHTDAY CHERYL! <3
i really really love you girl!

okay, i'm one day early, so? :D

「 dancing away 10:37 PM 」

God, for you i will

some people just pissed me off really badly. well, not just. but.. i'm still learning to forgive and forget.

you don't realize do you? you think you're being all sacrificial and all? has it ever come across to you that people just have their limitations and commitments?! and just because of that you think that you have the right to show that you're unhappy. well, so do i. but i don't whine and complain and give a *black face right. maybe you just didn't realize that others have already done their part. and you never thought of the other times people had to give up stuff because of YOU. but i guess that's just not enough for you huh. open your eyes girl, you're not the only one struggling and sacrificing because of (and for) the.. stop being so self centered.

so anyway, i got rudely awaken this morning by the so-called "music master". yeap. i kinda forgot i had piano. and he was being annoying. ):
then rushed down for training. i was late by half an hour. NOT A LOT OKAY. -looks at yvonne. hahaha :DD coach was quite nice about it. he didn't even ask me why. hurr. but i was really hoping that the rain from this morning would've carried on till 10+ so we wouldn't have to swim. but it didn't. AH WELL. haha but training was okay anyway.
when i got home, i walked into the kitchen and guess what i saw.
TWO GUYS WATCHING SESAME STREET. yes, not little boys. GUYS.


mel; haha i think sarah is taller than me ):
kelly; school's reopening soon! haha so we get to have our morning chats, yes? :D
cor; YOU'RE DAMN GAY. HAHAHAHA okayokay i love you. hahahahaha really, i do!
kayi; YO KAYI (says it in the jacq-voice) :DD i think you're more excited than me. ;) hahaha

「 dancing away 10:25 AM 」

went to steph's house last night (:
and linyu and i were late. I WONDER WHY... hahaha
tiff lala emelyn almas jazreen & amanda were already there. so anyway, we ate a lot, talked a lot and laughed a lot. and i sat on steph's swing for too long i got giddy. i still couldn't think properly when i reached home.
okay, bye.

「 dancing away 9:32 PM 」

yesterday;
went to sicc. OOOH RACHEL IS THE CUTEST I TELL YOU! :DD had lunch, bowled.
went to thompson(?) plaza and ATE AGAIN. dang ):
then went for prayer meeting at tc. it was gooood (:
thennnnnnnnn went to eat prata after that :DDDDDDD

today;
training. sucked. even coach admitted that it was tough. but uhmm, we (jocelyn mel julia yan jun me) kinda slacked. sorry coach. and once again, the contrasting swim suit tan line made me very sad.

i'm going to watch tv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ciao (:

「 dancing away 2:14 PM 」

HEYHO (:
my blog is quite normal now, thanks to jan :D thank you thank you!<33

anyway, i miss cluster camp ): spending time with funniest and crappiest and craziest group of people which ever existed was really great. (: <3RLL

piano exam's coming, nat's are coming and school is coming back ):
UGH.

「 dancing away 1:34 PM 」

is it me or is there something wrong with this page?
anyway, past few days have been kinda boring. stayed over at kathy's the other day. watched movies until god knows when. and i learnt how to play mahjong! (kind of) then i fell asleep halfway.
yesterday was the global prayer thing (: it was really cool. if you were there and you spotted a sea of red, I WAS IN IT. hahaha :DD anyway, janice and i were kept VERYVERY entertained and amused the whole time.
right janice? -janice nods her head.
HAHAHAHA. shit i'm like laughing to the computer

okay. i'm alright now.

so anyway, after the thing rach jon and i went for supper (: and i had difficulty getting out of bed for training.

to you; i did promise i'd always be by you. but using me as a spare tyre? thanks a lot. you only came to me when everyone was gone and you had noone to talk to and you didnt want to look alone. and now you're gone again.

「 dancing away 4:56 PM 」

my com's being like cock
my brother is being a noisy shit
and i'm bored ):
thank god i'm leaving the house soon (:

anyway, bintan trip was great(: i'm never gonna actually enjoy myself at singapore beaches from now on. the beaches there were so freaking clean. anyway, the swim team's really fun. right? RIGHT!<33 HAH all those losers who're not in swimming see what you're missing out!

hi friends who's going for the global prayer thing?

jan ooi; haha we can try but i'm quite sure it'll be no use. it's REALLY off. you should try swimming next to her haha

jan; HEY! hahaha loves<3

sarah; SHIT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

melissa; haha THAT'S GOOD RIGHT ! :DD
seriously? even while kicking?? SHIT HAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY!!!!! I WANNA SEE!