Monday, July 31, 2006
saturday
walkathon. it was cool la. (: listened to music, talked, sang, prayed. i think it was quite a good experience. :D and i felt really proud of ps khong and fcbc (: but at the same time, really scared for our generation. i don't really know why either. but just think about it; we've grown up in such a different environment from the previous generation and stuff. and now, it's gonna be so much harder to survive. and everything's changing so fast. hhaha geez, i think too much.
went to suntec for lunch with cor, jan and jas. ate at pastamania. hung out, talked. <3>
rach came. she sat there and stoned. haha just to wait for me to finish so that i won't have to go home by myself. (: AWW.
sunday
ate at raffles place. the soup spoon place. yumm (: then went to expo, reached damn early so we just moped around. service was good :D went back with jas low. went to j8 ate xiao long bao
today
haha we had so many presentations today. CE, omg so embarassing i couldn't pronounce anethesia :/ english talk show thing made me damn stressed cos i couldn't remember my script and the stupid camera made me freak out. but miss leong said i was steady. AKA COOL HAHA :D
haha pe was funny we played soccer DAMN FUN :D HHAHA we suck at it but who cares la huh. (:
TMR'S BEV'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY ONE DAY IN ADVANCE BIRTHDAY BEV! MOOO (:<3
Friday, July 28, 2006
sc swim team <3
HAHAHAHA K, JAN TOLD ME SOMETHING VERY FUNNY IN SCHOOL TODAY I ALMOST DIED LAUGHING. SHIT.
I suddenly miss the swim team a lot. and times during nats
watched pirates yesterday! FINALLY. :D if you haven't watched it, GO WATCH IT.
we bought the tickets, then claire and i went to eat.
when we sat down to eat,
claire: what time is it?
me: uh, 5.35?
both of us: SHIT.
yeah, the movie started at 5.35. haha so we finished our food then went up
fush and tiff came after the movie. hahaha yeah. went to sakae, and claire and fush started doing their zuo wens.
yay(: tmr!
Thursday, July 27, 2006
k, haha i'm DONE!
seriously, the teachers are evil. i mean, it's supposed to be like normal school day periods right, but the lessons they give online take up way much more time.
going to watch pirates later with tiff, claire and fush (:
xue hui should just die. she tricked me. she told me we had zuo wen la ):<
fush is not answering her phone! she seriously should sell it off or something so that she can at least KEEP the money 'cos her phone's really useless since she's not even using it
CL AIR E *i love to blow whatitsname. says:
fush should live underground.
HAHAHA K.
i kinda miss swimming. and i miss ace. gah :/
pretentious shit.
i really hate you for what you did.
and it's all coming around, back to you now. HAH. so there.
HAHA SERVES YOU RIGHT SUCKER.
hahaha k, i'm damn high now. i've had enough sleep :D
ELEARNING.
oh did i mention that there's a new puppy in the house? just that he's not so new and puppyish anymore. ANYWAY, i found it very funny cos they haven't decided on a proper name for the dog and everyone's calling it by different names haha
asknlearn, here i come!
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DRUSILLA!! :D
haha lala said something very funny today. she was like: i'm spending my birthday with matrices.
HAHA. okay, wait, she always says such retarded stuff. but still, i found the way she said it very funny.
i can't believe i studied so hard for amath and i'm still not sure if i can do well after taking it ):
school today was uh.. can't remember. the only thing i remember was AMATH. :/
oh, and geog. cos mrs chua was talking about some field trip thing. to landfills. haha sounds very smelly right. that's why it's in brown. HAHA SENSORY IMAGERY (LIT). HAHAHA. k, sorry.
oh did i mention that mrs chua is smart and she knew that we ponned school on monday to study for bio.
haha. k, i know it's quite stupid to pon to study when i could have missed the test. BUT STILL.. i needed the ca2 marks.
i think mrs chua is quite funny (:
oh, during amath test ms beh took my watch and observed it very closely. i think she thought i had some hidden thing that could help me cheat or something.
went to town with grace, audrey and tiff. i FINALLY bought socks. walked around, ate, talked and ya.
haha happy advance e-learning day everyone! (:
rainahencool. xiangsunglassesyiyangcool!
haha go figure (:
byebye woainimen! :D
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
I'M HAPPY! :DD
okay, so i failed my chem.. VERY BADLY, but i'll do better for the next test yes! i shall go study for amath nowwwwwwwww. (:
i tried, now it's not up to me anymore.
Monday, July 24, 2006
:DD
emelyn lala jazreen me linyu and the cake (:
me linyu & steph at the esplanade roof terrace :DD
liu xing hua yuan! minus the countless stars.
lala and steph.. and me! haha looking very happy
dinner; see the headphone in our ears!? :O cinderella story :D
so anyway, i didn't go to school today. and i forgot to ask mum to call school so i got awaken at 8 when one of the teachers called to ask what happened to me ):
OMGOMGOMG.
i'm really pissed off.
i found out something i shouldn't have. and it made me feel worse.
it was over, but i still held on. so fucking stupid of me.
you had a good way with words.
and i believed you. i hope the rest don't. you know what i'm talking about.
and i can't believe i still think of it and it still hurts so much.
when it doesn't even mean a shit to you.
i was hoping you would be different from the rest. i was wrong. you're all the same.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
PLANETSHAKERS CONCERT>
sms or call me if you're interested k! (:
yesterday
met steph and jazreen at city hall, then we just sat there talking while waiting for lala and emelyn. walked over to the esplanade. and we started taking pictures by the sea. haha oh yes and we found an ah pek's ice cream stall. so cool right, the guy selling it was an ah pek. duh. then linyu came. hahaha she came from filming the thing ahahahaha so funny k. and apparently, she said a lot of strange and cold stuff (knowing her), so we're all gonna have a good time watching it. BUT. it's in chinese, so.. yeah. i don't know.
walked to marina, ate at the changing apetites place. haha we decided to eat there just cos it looked interesting. waited for damn longg. k, so the food was quite good la. and we took more pictures. then linyu and i started watching cinderella story on jazreen's ipod video. ooh chad michael murray is so super cute! :D haha so we were being anti social and watching while the rest were talking. but it was damn nice (: haha we were still watching when we left the place. only paused it when we went to the toilet. but we had to turn it off when we went out 'cause the rest were scolding us. walked back to esplanade. then we went to the terrace. hahahaha it was damn funny :DDD but i shan't elaborate so as not to offend certain people (: HOHOHO.
then lala cut her cake and all, and we started crapping and being gay. (: linyu and i lay down and listened to music. and uh, star gazed. hahaha. and soon the rest joined us. hahaha we did something stupid and lala was like: you all asking for heaven's blessing ah! HAHAHAHA. k fine not that funny, but emelyn and i couldn't stop laughing.
linyu and i left. and she walked so fast she practically RAN away from me and i got lost cos i was wearing heels and couldn't catch up with her. :/
so anyway, it was fun & gay & retarded :D and i woke up this morning with an aching stomach.
nvm, you won't understand unless you were there with us..
i shall post the pics when i get them from jazreen and lala (: yay
i'm over it. it was my mistake. i tried to salvage it. but then again, i shouldn't have been so naive. thanks anyway, at least now i know (:
Friday, July 21, 2006
BEA! we cool ((: all swimmers are right? right. :D
sarah! <3
denise :DD i miss you senior
emelyn lala steph and i
jia audrey me and part of grace. sorryyy!
we were laughing at something stupid. must have been audrey..
jia me grace <33>
bev rach grace audrey shiu jia jacq me tiff ((:
we rock; you stone.. :D
in the morning, rach bev jacq and i spent ten thousand years getting our saris on.
and jacq had to help me redo it like, five times throughout the day? i seriously don't understand how people can do it EVERYDAY.
but it was fun (:
the only thing that was BAD was the cheenaaa test. it was hard like anything la ):
did i mention that i really love my friends(: they made me laugh so much the whole day i didn't even have time to think and be sad :D
andria's overrrr (:
Thursday, July 20, 2006
haha guess what we're gonna wear cool saris tmr! :D
hmm let's see.. bio; jacq and i composed retarded poems. and we had a new friend called the fingerman. but he died. :/
lit; did the quiz thing which was okay. but i wrote almost everything in point form.
geog; we learnt a new phrase from mrs chua: EASY PEASY LEMON SQUEEZY. uh, yes. well, it was new to me. i've never heard anything like that before.
nothing else was interesting. except, well, maybe ce. but it was crap. i think our lao shis are super duper funny if you get them for oral it's just your luck. you'll just like, DIE laughing cos they're so amusing. so anyway, our ce group came over to "discuss ce". yeah right. we just sat around doing retarded stuff and blah blah. nothing much la. anddd i came straight home to study. and tuition.
and i'll find my stability in God, cos all else can fail. but Him.
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
today was boring.
mhmm, the only thing i remember was that we had wayang face paintng. hahaha it was damn gay la. but the stupid guy didn't let us leave till 4.45 even though we'd finished at 3.30. i know i was wise when art club wasn't on my list of "can consider" ccas.
anyway, i going to tc for rl144.
lit test tmr. i can't get anything in. ): HELP.
i really thank God for Gina.. and of course, the rest of the cell. i don't know what i'd be without them. really.
it's been tough. thanks guys, for being there (:
i guess, it didn't mean so much to you after all. i'm sorry it did to me. cos it got me hurt. can't believe i fell for it.
i mean, gosh, you won't even tell me what happened.
i'm still hoping it was all just a nightmare. and when i wake up, everything'd be okay. and maybe, just maybe, you had your reasons.
it's so hard to let go :/
Saturday, July 15, 2006
debbie rocks :D
thanks so much <3333
EEIEEIOHH (: -looks at deb
it really helped.
yeah right, so much so for your promises.
she was right. again. i can't believe i was so stupid to actually think that this could work out.
you came into my life, only to build me up and then tear me into pieces.
But if your hearts not in it for real
Please dont try to fake what you dont feel
If loves already gone
Its not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I wont ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it
f*ck why do i even care.
edit/
on a lighter note, (yeah right)
i'm meeting kesh for lunch, again. haha missed talking to her so bad. sports school stole my friend. ): and the rest after their sol. and then there's gonna be cell.
uh, please don't remind me. ):
it's all falling apart, and just when i needed you you had to leave. oh, shut up raina.
today went for gina's sol3 thing. it was quite fun. then walked around parkway with delia. bought stuff for jon. IS HE LUCKY TO HAVE A SISTER LIKE ME OR WHAT. haha (:
then we were walking. and we saw this stage, and we were like SHIT. SINGAPORE IDOL! and we refused to go back down to the basement after that. then rach and her cell leader came. and ya, blah blah blah. oh yes, we met ben and denise but they had to rush off somewhere. walked around somemore. then went home. on the way home i was listening to my mp3 and i started crying. luckily rach was there or i would have looked so much stupider. i told you i think too much..
okay, so now i have to do my chem. and i can't find a single news article on the net on pollution. ): &i haven't started studying for ting xie cos last night.. i kinda wasted my time.
so much so for lighter note eh.
Friday, July 14, 2006
i made it through the week!! am i cool or what! cool of course (;
there's something wrong with me. i think too much. i don't want to but i really can't help it. gah :/
i knocked my head against jacq's table when i was bending down to take something on the floor just now. damn pain la. i swear my head's dented now. then during recess i spilt super a lot of stuff on my skirt cos i was just stoning and being rather mechanical. (like like like..) HOHOHO :D
MHMM did compre during english. i finished the whole thing in the first period la. and i had like, fifty minutes of nothing to do. so i fell asleep.
andand and i was supposed to go to town and buy school socks at the same time. but i realized that i had tuition. :/ so anyway, i've finished my tuition homework. WOW. ARE YOU PROUD OF ME!
yesterday i felt really random i drew a smiley face on jacq's hand and wrote: raina's smiles bring good luck! more smiles more luck!
ahhhahaha don't ask me why.
then jacq asked why she only had one smile. do you know?!
AHA. i bet you don't
she didn't have the citibank card.
hahaha we were laughing like shit during chem and mrs yogee was staring at us.
i miss fush ): corde just called i miss talking to her
so anyway, i'm tired. bye bye nice people!
i'm so scared, so afraid that one day it'll just vanish and i'd realize it was just all an illusion. it seems too surreal to be true. but at the same time, i really want to believe that this will last. it will, right?
now i just have to convince myself.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
i'm floating on cloud 1567367 (:
HOHOHO :DD
Saturday, July 08, 2006
the world doesn't only revolve around you. don't tell me you think you've never hurt anyone ever. stop trying to make yourself look good. it's not working. really. YOU know what you've done. practice what you preach.
what you're doing is really low down.:/
go study raina.
hey bev hey per hey ann :o AH haha :DD
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
okay, it's been a busy few days. but i feel accomplished. hahaha yeah (: but i haven't practiced piano, and homework and homework. but what the heck la.
yesterday was my 100m event. i was so super scared i almost cried la ): then coach leonard was like: WHY ARE YOU SCARED? you wanna break a record is it? you want to get first right!think i don't know. wth haha. so anyway, it turned out okay, except that i needed to pee halfway.
today, yvonne swam. i wanted to watch her do the looong distance thing. ): jan got to go.. had emath test. which sucked cos i totally couldn't see the 3-D thing. then chinese oral. it was quite easy la. not as hard as i'd expected, and not half as scary. cos the examiners were really nice (: but at least it's over. wanted to go support the last few events people after school, but dad didn't allow cos he was coming to pick me up.
so much is happening, i really hope we can pull this together, once again, like all the other times we have. i hate seeing us like this. it hurts to know that things probably won't be the way it used to be. and it sucks to see gina so disappointed. things have changed so much since sunday. but i still love you guys a lot. and i miss you.
You say You have a reason for putting me here. what is it? tell me, cos it doesn't seem to be working out right.
they say time heals wounds.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
hello!
i kinda wasted my time yesterday and i'm feeling guilty ): crap. i COULD have been swimming or something you know. but anyway, i bought stuff so i'm quite happy :D
guess what guess what we've got the TOP thing for the house. uhmm it actually means that I CAN MOVE BACK ALREADY! :DDDDDD but mum &dad say we have to sell the middle house first and blah blah. so we won't be moving back until august? i hope someone buys the house sooon!
meeting kesh for lunch again. but we made it later so i don't have to worry if she oversleeps like last week. she overslept and only called me when i had left the house okay. so i had to lunch with rach charles and tianyu and rach left me with the two retards for her dance.
national's are in two days :/
